Thursday, June 14th, 2001
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4:52 pm
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damn her name is Jo-t
anyways came home at 9 parents got pissed off.
Kevin is grounded by his mother but i sneaked over his house step-father doesn't care.hehe
Damn I think Jo-t is grounded too She wasn't in school
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Wednesday, June 13th, 2001
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5:34 pm
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Jody I talked to yesterday it was fun now today talked to her met her you know I'm shy not much talk though and god she's hot and pretty
Nathan just met today not much talk either
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Tuesday, June 12th, 2001
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5:23 pm
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At my Friends house there playing video games
Kevin playing with Nathan and Jody.
Jody likes Kevin or so Nathan says that, so Kevin is just friends with Jody. So Jody and Nathan are friends.
Kevin is My close friend probably would say that but do you consider a goofy friend that doesn't act serious a friend.
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Thursday, May 24th, 2001
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7:09 pm
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blahh!!!!!!!!
I'm at my friends house playing video games.
Such amatuers
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Saturday, May 5th, 2001
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8:24 am
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Wednesday, May 2nd, 2001
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3:59 pm
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I didn't go to the graveyard my stupid brother didn't want to go
current mood:  disappointed
current music: sade (king of sorrow) awww boring she's makes me feel sleepy
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Tuesday, May 1st, 2001
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12:53 pm - I'm going
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I'm really bored right now
I'm going to the graveyard on Astoria in like
76 st
thats my new favorite place other than that place in forest hills or that place in roosevelt me shall say Botanica
current mood: bored
current music: mudvayne (dig)
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11:36 am - poor poor baby
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My little bro broke his arm it must freaking hurt.
So i'm taking care of him right now, Yah! no school for me haha shit i'm so happy
current mood:  blah
current music: Linkin Park (Crawling)
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Saturday, April 28th, 2001
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4:16 pm
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Someone commented me no one ever comments me!!
I usually comment them!!!!
Oh well, Shit!!!!!! I found out darlene has a boyfriend. I fucking hope it's just a friend.
Found out there r some goths in school. I just too blind to see them. I'm in my own hateful world!!!!
I'm leaving bye
current mood:  cheerful
current music: A perfect circle ( magdalena )
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3:02 pm - drained some love out
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My dad keeps on screaming at me it's sooooooo annoying. Me and him had a fight and he said he won't make fun of me or call me names or hit me.
I told him if he does do one of them I would run away and continue cutting myself!!!!!!
face it he'll never listen to me I am nothing to him I am usually quiet he doesn't see or hear me same as this chick I used to like, names Adela. also everyone in school!!!! I should stop whining. God please kill me from this tragic and annoying world.
current mood:  drained
current music: slipknot (wait and bleed)
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Friday, April 20th, 2001
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9:00 pm
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Schools a bummer!!!!!! I hate it
I met some friends online all girls lol. there like 19 and younger, oh well gotta go eat dinner
current mood: lazy
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Sunday, April 15th, 2001
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2:38 am - Breathless
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I so sad I cut myself I dont know why but it felt good. Today I was fucking hyper I was walking around and couldnt stop. My dad saw the cut and went crazy, he fucking slapped me it hurt. I started crying like a bitch it hurt me to think my dad the father i love hit me. I promised myself if he ever lay a hand on me again I would run away.
Anyways I got my sister in trouble I cant stop crying she probably hates me. I cant fall asleep
my sis which is very hot hates me my only friend, best sister and my only rival. She is so beautiful and smart. I got her in trouble cuz of me I dont have a life so I have to copy hers, I'm so pathetic. My older sister theresa interrupted and helped out and started crying and screaming I love her I guess she loves me even though i'm a brat and she ran out of the house.
I'm really hope my sister forgives me.
current mood: depressed
current music: Billy Madison
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Saturday, April 14th, 2001
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1:46 pm
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I'm eatig watching my cousins dog watch me.
I'm watching the movie foxfire awwwww!!!!! Its a angelina jolie movie awww shes so hot I wanna hump her.
current mood:  flirty
current music: Foxfire
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1:31 pm - Excuse me
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My mom said I dont have to listen to my dad she said I'm excused because Were younger
current mood: mellow
current music: Corny Tv
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Friday, April 13th, 2001
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5:59 pm - I'm okay
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I was just playing alittle bit video games with cousin and her friend.
current mood: calm
current music: A perfect circle
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5:36 pm - Today
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I hate today I was in an arguement with my sister and brother. I should be use to it I end up crying like fucking pussy. I cry every day in pain a worthless piece of shit. Not one cares if I cry I'm in pain I suffer.
Being alone is better than having friends or family to rip your heart out
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1:17 am - No Meat!!!!!!!!!!
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damn can't have meat.shitttttttt
I'm hugry I don't want vegetable shit damn why not I cant eat veggies.
Something called good friday, dad is so fucking religous I hate it I dont have to pray I talk to him when I think and if he watches us doesnt he know!!!!When I pray dont have to fucking put my ugly gross hands together. What to show proof I'm praying I think it in my head
calm down you little pussy!!!!!!!
Not helping....
current mood:  irritated
current music: TV
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12:49 am - Family fucking sucks
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It sucks my family is my only friends.
damn and they live in New fucking Jersey and other side in seattle.
I want my cousin to come over but my aunt is working.
Yeah!!!!!!!!! tomorrow they might come over cuz
my mom and aunt work at the same place and they don't have work.KKKKKKKKKKKKKOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!
current mood: irritated
current music: TV
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Wednesday, April 11th, 2001
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11:56 pm - Tragic Rabbit
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Tragic rabbit, a painting.
The caked ears green like rolled corn.
The black forehead pointing at the stars.
A painting on my wall, alone
as rabbits are
and aren't. Fat red cheek,
all Art, Trembling nose,
a habit hard to break as not.
You too can be a tragic rabbit; green and red
your back, blue your manly little chest.
But if you're ever goaded into being one
beware the True Flesh, it
will knock you off your tragic horse
and break your tragic colors like a ghost
breaks marble; your wounds will heal
so quickly water
will be jealous.
Rabbits on white paper painted
outgrow all charms against their breeding wild;
and their rolled corn ears become horns.
So watch out if the tragic life feels fine-
caught in that rabbit trap
all colors look like sunlight's swords,
and scissors like The Living Lord.
Stan Rice
Some Lamb (1975)
current mood: calm
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11:57 am
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I'm talking to chris atleast some excitement. Rosy is right next to me. Donuts...yummy no just kidding
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